You didn't belong by poetry-of-the-wolf, literature
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You didn't belong
Three words before goodbye
Then dreams are left to die
All the while you wonder why
This world you were forced into
Will never be waht you expected to see
All this time you spent alone
And now the fact of you can't go home
You convince yourself to believe
That this is the life you must lead
Evenyually you stop crying
Then your emotions start dying
As old wounds begin to bleed
You push everyone away
Because the anger builds each day
Soon enough you'll need release
The barrel of a gun or the edge of a knife
Or maybe you can't take it
So you end your life
You blame others because you live this way
Even though it was a choice a
Wasting time again by poetry-of-the-wolf, literature
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Wasting time again
Say it to my face
Look me in the eyes
You know we can't erase
The lies that left love blind
As everything is broken
Wasting time again
So say you want to leave
But don't say I didn't try
As everything is fading
Wasting time again
Remaining hopeless
That some day we will find
The same damn place and time
Untill then
Enjoy the memories we leave behind
As everything is vacant
Wasting time again...
So much for you moving on by poetry-of-the-wolf, literature
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So much for you moving on
You thought it was cute
To walk into my life
And fuck it up
You found it funny
As your words cut like a knife
Where were you three months ago
When I was cold and dying
Because you had left me
When the car hit me
You think you can make everything better
With some simple words
You try to make me forget the past
Even if I do it won't last
I'm not telling you to get away from me
Just stay the fuck out of my head
I may have survived last time
This round I will end up dead
How did it get so far
Playing games with my gentle heart
Now I'm left walking and waiting
Hoping and hating
How long we've been apart
So much for you moving
I need you right now
Because I can't go on
The fear and the pain fade out
But my heart remains broken
This world is not my home
Yet I know I'm not alone
Don't try to read me
Because what I am inside
Isn't written on my label
Just because I'm crying
Dosen't make me unstable
I'm letting you take control
As I let go of my life
Because I can't garuntee forever
Untill you become my wife
I may not seem like much now
But just wait and see
Even when everything else is gone
You will always have me
I know these words
May not mean anything to you
But I know some that will
How about "KrIsTaL i LoVe YoU."
Becoming everything for you
Is what I want
Even though we reamin apart
Saying I love you is only the start
Don't tell me you're alone
Just wait until I come home
As days go by
You've taken me
It's not hard to see
That we are meant to be
Because of all the people in this world
It's only you I want near
Everything has become Kristal clear.
You make me
You break me
You build me up
To bring me down
What am I supposed to be
When you won't let me see
Only because I'm just me
You hold me close
Only to push me away
But not today
Just let me go
Because my love you will never know...
Evidence of myself by poetry-of-the-wolf, literature
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Evidence of myself
What do you do when your life's not worth living
But you can't find the courage to end it
Crying whenever you are alone because of the pain inside
Pain because no one is there
Because no one will ever be there
Wanting somthing you can never have
The self hatred building up inside
For who you are and what you can't become
Hoping for love
But finding nothing but hate
No emotions just blank stares
When will someone rescue me
It seems like nobody cares
I don't want to be alone anymore...
False redemption by poetry-of-the-wolf, literature
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False redemption
These scars remind me of my past
Of all I used to have
Before I gave up on my life
Succumb to my emotions
As the knife digs deeper
Searching for something that's no longer there
I used to have love
Used to be loved
But I failed at it
Like I do everything else
Why must things be this way
And it only gets worse
No one to heal the pain
To dry my tears
And it's all because of me
I gave up so easily
I don't deserve anyone
A person like me dosen't deserve love
But how long must I suffer for forgiveness
When I've done nothing wrong....
Because of you today by poetry-of-the-wolf, literature
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Because of you today
I thought of you today...
And all the memories we have made,
All the time we spent together.
I cried because of you today...
It hurts to look back,
Even as I write there are tears in my eyes.
I lied because of you today...
I told them I was ok,
Even though I was bleeding inside.
I fought because of you today...
My father got in my way,
I wanted to see you again.
I died because of you today...
I killed myself,
I wish things could have been different
Just to see you once more...
Remembering to forget by poetry-of-the-wolf, literature
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Remembering to forget
Often the things we regret
Are the things we can't seem to forget
Lost in the darkness of the mind
Painful memories are all we find
Stuck in between what we want and what we have
Remembering to forget becomes daily routine
Supressing the hurt and the pain
Then it soon becomes a game
That nobody wants to play
Yet for some reason we all have to...
Forgotten suicide by poetry-of-the-wolf, literature
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Forgotten suicide
His friend has died
She killed herself
He knew it would happen
But couldn't do anything
He thought about suicide himself
And was ashamed to tell
The whole school is grieving
The town as well
Too bad only he ever knew
About her hell
Days, weeks, months
Now only he remembers
The forgotten suicide.
With nobody to talk to
The sorrow builds
Only she ever knew
What he went through
Childhood pain
Adolescent strife
Then everything came to a hault
When he brought an end to his life
Another forgotten suicide
For no one to remember...
A blood poet needs no paper
Nor anything to write with
Becasuse we have our skin
And a few razor blades
We write about our thoughts, fellings, and emotions
In a straight line or two
Across the wrist
Inner thigh
Down the arm
And people wonder why
Because for us
There is no other way of expression
When the only release is pain...
Broken reflection by poetry-of-the-wolf, literature
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Broken reflection
Looking into the mirror of my life
Staring at my broken reflection
The cracks of my mistakes
The missing pieces that were lost
Beyond repair yet I make due
For it is all I can do
Because it is MY life
Nobody elses
It's my broken reflection I see
And I wonder...
Why does it have to be me?
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